This Blog is from the worst time of my entire life. I have deleted all of my posts but I know some of them are still out there. PLEASE if you have reblogged one of my posts, delete it. The things I was saying about myself and sharing were disgusting.
I have been in recovery for over a year now and I am the happiest I have ever been. I am truly entirely free from the eating disorder and finally have my own life. I want this for everyone, and it upsets me knowing that some of my old posts could be contributing to anyones suffering.
This community is toxic, no matter how many times you say its positive or not pro ana. This community, this blog kept me trapped for too long in my illness, made it worse and made me feel worthless. No matter what I did, the eating disorder did NOT MAKE ME HAPPY, it made me the most miserable and ill I have ever been.
Get out. Delete the blog. Delete your posts. Tell someone. Seek help.
I will never post on this blog again. I will leave this post as a reminder that recovery and happiness is possible and prefered to an eating disorder. Please do not reblog any more of my posts, for my sake and yours. I am shameful of what I did and no longer want to cause any harm to others. Please respect my wishes.
Thankyou.